I don’t get reminded of this person often.Â Sometimes, maybe.Â It probably helps that I don’t see her anymore.Â It probably helps to say that she’s history.Â Used to be a part of my life.
Not like that.
Friends only, nothing more.Â But the character flaw of a person like me is the constant setting of expectations — howeverÂ unwitting and involuntary –Â for my closest friends.
(And how swiftly I write them off if they ever let me down in a major way)
In this case, it was for this person to be a faithful friend.
This person failed me.
Well, that should have been over and done with.Â It’s just that…
And how I’d been safe and secure in believing that she would always be there.Â How she’d always be a person I’d know deeply for the rest of my life.
And how I’d been sorely mistaken.Â How I woke up one day and realized that all of the sudden, I don’t know this person anymore.
Sucks to be hit by something you don’t see coming.
Pero wala lang.
Just an accidental reminder.
That’s how life is.Â Once in a while, it comes about without warning andÂ kicksÂ you on theÂ face.
But that’s fine.Â Just an old scar that sometimes hurts with it’s cold.Â No biggie.